A Deep Sadness

This may seem wierd, but I have a deep sadness that I do not know my birth mother. I don't have someone to share secret things of me during my 9 months in her womb. She wrote no journal about this amazing miracle-me! Not even a baby pic of me when I was a baby. Elohim, this hurts me, but I also know You have the best for me! It's SO good and relief to know that I was wanted by You. As a matter of fact, you kept a journal and my all stages of my life in Your Word, so I read again and again Psalms 139 and Jeremiah. You knew me before I was ever concieved, forming, and alive in this world. Thank You Elohim, for desiring me and wanting me, though my birth parents/mother did not. I love You, Adonai, and I thank You for my AMAZING life from You and from my adoptive parents, now I give myself to You, entwined with Our Marriage Vows!! Amen:)