What can i say? What can i do?

Oh Adonai, I cant imagine my life without You! Not only would i be lost, but my life would be Hell! You have rescued my soul and my skins. Thank You! I have so much to learn, please take my hand and lead me and Teach me. Show me Your ways, but may i seek Your face. I get afraid that i look upon the blessings and not so much upon the Blesser. I want to be In love with You, truly and sincerely in love with You. I have a dream to buy some land now and to build a house. To have women visit my place and be refreshed and strengthened. That we may spur each other onward. What i have is not only for myself but to share with Your people. Give me Your heart, Oh God. Search my heart...and lead me in the way Everlasting. Let me breathe You in and out: יהוה! You restore me. You give me Life. May i touch and bless others in Your Name! Use me for Your Kingdom. Give me a humble and a compassionate heart. Amen!